SoCal Suburbia

Wondering, Wandering, Wanting

What's it like to love someone?

I wonder.

Is it when you've adored someone for as long as you've known them, since you first met them, and it hurts every day because they don't know and have never known? And can never know?

Is it that feeling when you want nothing more than to be with them, all the time you've got in this life, talking or not, and you're longing for what you can't have? In other words, them?

Is it when you're bored to tears, but then you catch a glimpse of their hands and you can get through the rest of your day? Or the rest of your week or month or year or life?

I wonder.

Is it possible to fall in love at fourteen?

Is it possible to really, truly love someone and have them be totally oblivious?

I wonder.

I've been wondering for a long time.

I think I'll be wondering for a long time yet.

posted by Lucy @ 11:51 AM